More of the same

It’s been just over six months since I've posted. Longer if your looking for something with substance. Ostensibly it’s because I wanted to be anonymous and I felt my cover had been blown.

But really I stopped posting because I am a coward and I didn’t think I could handle the inevitable confrontation. To be perfectly clear, I still don’t want to deal with it. I’ve come around 360 degrees and I just don’t want to waste the time giving a shit about something that is purely potential.

If 2007 was the year of personal growth and completion (and doubt, and fear, and lust, and ambition, etc.) than surely 2008 was the year where I became complacent. I grew comfortable in the daily routine and stagnated as a result.

So why am I getting back up on the soapbox? For one thing, I’m pretty certain no one reads this. For another, I’m being forced outside of my comfort zone and I need some place to vent and record my thought process.

Here it is, and here I go.